What seemed to be a daily ritual has turned into a rare event. Going online to chat used to be part of my daily habit but these days I just feel socially inconsumable that I opt to stay invisible and watch who’s online. I would sometimes greet the people who have been my constant chat mates but I prefer to stay on the sidelines and just see who’s online.
I feel a bit drained and tired. Life is getting to me. Maybe it’s boredom. Maybe it’s the unusual summer heat here in Geneva. Maybe still, it’s just the sheer abhorrence for anything that reminds me of my tasks at work.
I used to rush to the PC to chat my night away but now I can go on for days without chatting or turning on my laptop at home. I prefer to watch the TV or take a walk outside. Sometimes, I can’t face the TV either because my head and eyes hurt from the radiation.
I feel like I’ve fallen off the cyber world. The little time that I have to go online, I devote to this blog.