Sunday, November 21, 2021

Calling ...

It's hard to know what's your purpose in life. Some people know exactly what they wanted to be from such a young age. But for me, I wanted to be a doctor. But it was not to be. I realised that I might have not had the personality for it. 

But as I write and even reading the chapeau to my blog, I am a writer. I would always feel a certain rush and sometimes when what I write is inspired, I feel goosebumps and my heart races. It's a wonderful feeling because in that moment, you know what you're supposed to do. 

So, I am a writer but I don't yet have any published books. I am praying that I will get the inspiration to write one. I already have an outline and the material for an autobiography but it's not yet edited. So, I pray that I will get inspiration soon to write some more or edit that one. 

Knowing what to do or knowing your purpose starts with a call. What are you drawn to? What are you happy doing? What would you do for free? These are questions that are usually asked when you are discerning. I still ask these questions over and over again. But what I ask more often is: God, what do you want me to do for you? How can I use my talents to glorify you? 

Recently, I received a call from a distressed friend. I listened. I offered advice where it was warranted and when asked but mostly I listened. This is also something I feel I was called to do. I can be a chatterbox but I can also listen. During my travels, I am usually approached by strangers and they start telling me their life stories. I find it amazing. Even if sometimes I feel like asking them, "Why are you telling me all this?" I never do. I know they just need to get it off their chest. 

So, I don't know what God really wants me to do with my life but I hope in answering His "calls", I can be of service to Him and my neighbours. 

What are you called to or what are you drawn to? What is your purpose? May God grant you the answer as He guides you.